I cry almost everyday because of my mom.

I know how you feel. I live in India and I face the same problem. I think she hates me. My parents make me feel bad about everything. My grades, my body. They body shame me almost everyday. She hit me once with a belt till I had scars for missing a test. I apologised and told her that I wasn’t prepared and I was scared that if I got a zero she’d hit me. So she hit me harder for talking back. My dad has slapped me several times and they abuse and cuss at me frequently. If my mom makes a mistake, she makes sure to make me feel bad about it. She was moping the floor and the bucket spilled over because she kicked it by mistake, she yelled at me for never helping her and how bad of a kid I am. She told me that I sit around the house like a dead person. Then when she gets back into her normal mood she expects me to talk to her nicely. And if I don’t, she’ll yell at me for never interacting with them. Emotional abuse may seem like nothing but I can’t take it anymore. I’ve tried killing myself several times. I tried overdose on pills but I didn’t have the courage to go through it. She makes me feel useless. They talk to me like I’m a piece of trash and the moment my sister calls from abroad, they turn into angels. Why do they hate me so much? What did I ever do to them? I just wanted them to love me equally as my sister but that never happens. She even talks to my dog like he’s her son but when it comes to talking to me, it’s always abuse and cusses. She expects me to behave according to her mood and never acknowledges how suffocated I feel and how much her words hurt me. I want to kill myself.

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Hi there,
Thank you for writing to us here at National Runaway Safeline (NRS). We understand it takes great courage to reach out, and we appreciate you sharing a little bit about what’s going on with your mom. It seems there is a lot that you are faced with right now and you’re feeling like leaving is one of your only options. It seems you want to know some information on runaway laws.
While we are not experts on the law, 18 is generally the age that an individual may leave home without parent permission. If you are under 18 and leave home, your parent/guardian may file you as a runaway and you may be returned home. Also, those you stay with may run the risk of being charged with harboring a runaway. For more specifics on the law, the local non-emergency police or legal aid may better answer legal questions.
The easiest way to leave home is with your parents' permission. We understand that might be challenging, however, maybe there’s another family member, relative, or a family friend who could help to communicate how you’re feeling to your parents. The second way is through Child Protective Services if safety is a concern. Lastly, you can also look into emancipation options. In most states you need to be at least 16 to be considered and demonstrate that you can support yourself financially and independently. Emancipation often can be a lengthy process and may even cost some money for court fees. We would be happy to look into legal resources if that’s something you are considering.
We are here as support to help through this challenging time. We can best help by phone or chat as NRS is unable to respond more than twice by email to assist you. If you would like to talk more in detail please call or chat soon.
Our contact information is 1-800-RUNAWAY (786-2929); www.1800runaway.org (click on the chat button). If you would like to look into further support options, you can text with a crisis worker at the National Alliance on Mental Illness 24/7 by texting "NAMI" to 741741.
If you are at risk of any danger or feeling unsafe, we encourage you to reach out to 911 or seek emergency assistance immediately.
Be safe,
NRS

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My mum is always shouting at me

My mum is malawian mad she is so harsh, I never get a break when I'm at home. She says it's training for when I'm older and married or something but I need a holiday. I'm happy when I'm at school because at least there I rest and she can't always be in me.
she gets in my nerve as soon as she comes in the room, everyone is afraid of her. She is so inconsiderate and I think I hate her, cause I'm always angry.
I'm generally a happy person but my mum makes me so pissed, I can't talk back to her because in my country that's rude and she'd probably get more angry, hit me or just kick me out.
im tired of living with her and I just want everything to end. I have no one I can talk to so I just cry in my room, I don't even think this is going to help cause she'll never change.
Her sisters are so much nicer, they aren't like her... I'd prefer to live with them than her. Sometimes she can be nice, maybe for a second but she goes back to finding mistakes to come at me.

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Hey there,
Thanks for reaching out to NRS, it seems like you are going through a lot and the people around you are making things harder instead of being there to support you. It’s understandable to feel frustrated when it seems like everyone around you is getting violent, or angry at you. Your parents at least shouldn’t be threatening to hit you or ignoring the challenges you are facing.
Their actions are reflections on them though, not on you. We encourage you to not take their actions to heart and to keep your head up and look for positives. At least you have a bestfriend and can share in how frustrating it is to have their sister keep trying to start fights (as annoying as it is). You may not be able to change or control how other people treat you, but you can always choose how you react to it.
That isn’t to say it’s going to be easy to deal with this amount of verbal abuse all around you. We encourage you to reach out for personal help in some way, or explore options to keep yourself positively occupied. If you don’t have one you may want to try and find a personal therapist to talk with. Someone you can just straight vent to and will always be on your side can be very cathartic and help you to get out any pent up frustration.
Finding things that can help you explore these feelings or get you out of constant contact with your family could be helpful as well. We realize that is difficult with COVID right now, but there may be journaling, drawing, or a novel to get sucked into just to allow you some time to relax a bit.
We hope these options help inspire you and help you through this difficult time. If you need more assistance we encourage you to call our hotline at 1-800-786-2929 or use our online chat at 1800runaway.org for one on one crisis intervention.

I fell like I'm alone in this world and I just want to ran away or kill myself I suspect my boyfriend is cheating. my dad always threatens to hit me. My mom ignores me 24/7. My sister told me to lay in the road and get run over by a truck. my brother gets really violent with me when I'm in his room or annoying him. my bestfriends sister keeps on starting fights with me and my bestfriend. My mom also only doesn't scream at me when I'm doing things for her.

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Hey there,

Thanks so much for reaching out and sharing a little bit about what’s been going on, we know that it takes a lot of courage. It must be really hard to live in a home with so much tension. You don't deserve to feel miserable and should be able to feel happy at home. It sounds like this turmoil with your mom has been going on for quite some time and it sounds exhausting.

It seems like your mom isn’t fully understanding you when you are trying to relay your thoughts and feelings about your current situation (chores, cell phone usage, recognition, etc). It could be a good idea to work with a local family counselor or have a conversation mediated by a school counselor/social worker, trusted friend, or family member to help clear the air. If you'd like, you can also call us directly and we can conduct a conference call with your mom so you have a safe environment where you can express yourself.

If you’d like to go over what’s going on in depth, or if you’d like to explore other options that you may have available to you, please don’t hesitate to call us at 1-800-RUNAWAY. You can also chat us by clicking on the “CHAT” button on top of our homepage. We’re open 24/7 and here to listen and support you in any way we can.

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Stay safe,
NRS

I have a similar situation. I hate my mom so much. So this morning she told my brother to wake me up so I can go downstairs. I just woke up. And guess what she just wanted me to do? She wanted me to clean the kitchen when I already did last night. She started complaining saying that I chose not to wash the pots, pans and dishes last night. I did yesterday and she knew that. She just wants to act stupid. So my older sister is my witness, and my mom knew I cleaned the kitchen last night but woke me up over something I could've done when I woke up at my own time. I tried telling her that I cleaned the kitchen last night and haven't been in the kitchen since then, and she said it was an excuse. It was NOT an excuse at all. Even though I lie to her sometimes I was telling her the truth but nooo she always thinks she's right. So while I was cleaning the kitchen she was in my way and she told me not to be impatient. I got so mad and started to cry. She didn't even care. I was so pissed off at her and I feel like what I do is never appreciated in my house. I always clean the kitchen, the bathroom, and my room and she's always telling me I do a half job, BUT AT LEAST I GOT THE WORK DONE. She's so ungrateful and I feel like I'm never appreciated as a child in her house hold. Also recently she took my phone away and tells me that I have the nerve to ask for it back. Of course I should get it back because I clean up the kitchen every single day without her having to remind me or tell me. Yesterday when I cleaned it I literally asked her and she said no. I asked her why and she never answered my question probably because she was making an excuse. I'm 13 and I'm sick and tired of my mom being a miserable ********** to me and always shutting up my opinion but thinks hers has to be heard when it's always negative and nobody asks for it. I'm tired of her being a low life ********** to me and I'm also sick of crying all the time because of her for 2 straight up weeks I've been crying because of her. And I'm tired of her ********, never appreciating me for what I do, and as her child, and never letting me explain and tell her the reality without her saying I'm making up excuses. I don't know what to do at this point.

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Hello, thank you for reaching out during this difficult time. You mentioned your mom making you cry every day. Please keep in mind you by no means deserve any type of abuse, emotional or otherwise. Unfortunately, emotional abuse is often harder to provide evidence for compared to physical abuse which is often what CPS relies on when conducting an abuse investigation. That said, we can’t be 100% sure what the outcome will be if your local CPS decides to open a case based on what you share. Sometimes CPS decides to remove minors from the home and other times they offer services such as family counseling or mediation instead. The only way to know the outcome might be to reach out to them directly and if you’re ready to do that we are here to help you through that process. Reaching out to Child Help USA at 1-800-422-4453 or www.childhelp.org may help to get a better understanding of what may happen before and after a report is made.
We hope this helps. Please reach out if we can offer any further support.
Be safe,
NRS

I feel the same way, I cry over 18 times per weak just because of my own parents. They yell at me, they don’t trust me either. I’m an only child, but sometimes my parents don’t even care about my own time, they care about my grades more than me.

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Hi there,
Thank you for writing to us here at National Runaway Safeline (NRS). We understand it takes great courage to reach out, and we appreciate you sharing a little bit about what’s going on. We want you to know that we are here as support to help you through this challenging time. You shouldn’t be yelled at for showing your emotions like that and supported instead.
We can best help by phone or chat as NRS is unable to respond more than twice by email or bulletin for assistance. If you would like to talk more in detail and share more about how we can help specifically, please call or chat soon.
Our contact information is 1-800-RUNAWAY (786-2929); www.1800runaway.org (click on the chat button).
If you are at risk of any danger or feeling unsafe, we encourage you to reach out to 911 or seek emergency assistance immediately.
We hope to hear from you soon.
Be safe, NRS

Me too, and the worst part is she screams at me for crying and tells me I have no reason to cry

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Hey there,

You mentioned experiencing emotional abuse which may be reportable against your mom and/or grandma. Please keep in mind you by no means deserve any type of abuse, emotional or otherwise. Unfortunately, emotional abuse is often harder to provide evidence for compared to physical abuse which is often what CPS relies on when conducting an abuse investigation. That said, we can’t be 100% sure what the outcome will be if your local CPS decides to open a case based on what you share. Sometimes CPS decides to remove minors from the home and other times they offer services such as family counseling or mediation instead. The only way to know the outcome might be to reach out to them directly and if you’re ready to do that we are here to help you through that process. Reaching out to Child Help USA at 1-800-422-4453 or www.childhelp.org may help to get a better understanding of what may happen before and after a report is made.

We hope this helps. Please reach out if we can offer any further support.

Be safe,
NRS

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No matter what I do my mom and/or grandma always find something to yell at me about and they constantly lower my already low self confidence and whenever they ask me what’s wrong I say nothing because whenever I do tell them what’s wrong they say that I shouldn’t feel that way because it’s a stupid reason, it could easily be avoided if I had done something else, or they say something along the lines of “what’s wrong with you” “god you’re so stupid/slow” and today my mom was braiding my hair and before she started I brushed my hair and thoroughly washed it out mind you I have very thick and curly hair so while she was doing it she said that is was flaky and that it smelt bad which it didn’t and so she personally washed it and she said “you cost us so much” “you waste almost everything” “stop crying it doesn’t even hurt” (it hurt a lot) and she kept saying that I don’t ever do things right and after degrading me she said that when I don’t dress up and do my hair all nice that I look like a bum and on an average day I look homeless and after making me cry, hold back my anger, and just makes me feel horrible she tries to be all nice

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Hello,
Thank you for writing to us here at the National Runaway Safeline.

We understand it takes great courage to reach out, and we appreciate you sharing a little bit about what’s going on. It sounds like you are facing a situation that has become abusive. You don’t deserve to be abused by your parent’s. We understand how upsetting this has been for you. It’s not your fault that this is happening.
If you need a safe place to go contact the Domestic Violence Hotline at 1-800-799-7233 www.thehotline.org

You did a very brave thing by reaching out tonight.
We want you to know that we are here as support to help you through this challenging time. We can best help by phone or chat as NRS is unable to respond more than twice by email or bulletin for assistance. If you would like to talk more in detail and share more about how we can help specifically, please call or chat soon.

Our contact information is 1-800-RUNAWAY (786-2929); www.1800runaway.org (click on the chat button).

If you are at risk of any danger or feeling unsafe, we encourage you to reach out to or 9-1-1 and seek emergency assistance immediately.
We hope to hear from you soon.

Take care,
NRS

I cry almost whole day & every day I am fed up of my parents totally & my dad abuses me 24*7 & mom beats me from slipper & slap me cuz I don't cook but I don't like cooking & I I literally don't have privacy not allowed to put password in my own phone I am 19, & in college. I hate them.