This has been something I have been entertaining for months now but only now am I actually considering doing it.
I am 12 years old and I live with my dad in Florida and we are currently living in a gated community and the only place I know of that I would be able to stay is in Boston with my mom.
My dad for as long as I can remember has been the best dad I could hope for before we moved to Florida he is a big mean looking dude but in reality, he was just a gentle giant.
But for a year know we have been in the process of moving onto a boat and the stress from this boat is bringing out an anger in him that I think he was able to conceal before our move.
Little things and big things seem to make him explode in anger, He will start screaming as loud as he can and hitting random objects sometimes making a fist and biting his knuckles to try and control himself.
My mom has dementia so my dad gained custody of me and my mom while she is dangerously crazy to the point of picking random fights with people I think if I ever found my way back to Boston she would be so happy to regain custody
of me that she would not tell anyone who knows my dad about except my sister who might tell my dad but might not. The straw that broke the camels back for me was last night he got so mad at me that he said
"It makes me want to kill you" his tone of voice while saying this and the fact he has said before that he many times has considered killing somebody and almost went through with it makes me very scared at if his threats are real.
He has gotten so mad at me that he got a super bad headache and I'm starting to fear him when he has one of his anger fits that I think this might be healthier for the both of us.
I am 12 years old and I live with my dad in Florida and we are currently living in a gated community and the only place I know of that I would be able to stay is in Boston with my mom.
My dad for as long as I can remember has been the best dad I could hope for before we moved to Florida he is a big mean looking dude but in reality, he was just a gentle giant.
But for a year know we have been in the process of moving onto a boat and the stress from this boat is bringing out an anger in him that I think he was able to conceal before our move.
Little things and big things seem to make him explode in anger, He will start screaming as loud as he can and hitting random objects sometimes making a fist and biting his knuckles to try and control himself.
My mom has dementia so my dad gained custody of me and my mom while she is dangerously crazy to the point of picking random fights with people I think if I ever found my way back to Boston she would be so happy to regain custody
of me that she would not tell anyone who knows my dad about except my sister who might tell my dad but might not. The straw that broke the camels back for me was last night he got so mad at me that he said
"It makes me want to kill you" his tone of voice while saying this and the fact he has said before that he many times has considered killing somebody and almost went through with it makes me very scared at if his threats are real.
He has gotten so mad at me that he got a super bad headache and I'm starting to fear him when he has one of his anger fits that I think this might be healthier for the both of us.
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