Too Young to Leave?

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I'm only twelve and I pray to God that I die at night.

My sister. She's younger than me and she even bullies me. She scratched, bites, punches, kicks, even screams until I yell at her to stop. Know what happens after I yell? "(Blank)! Shut the (blank) up!" "(Blank), be the adult!"
I can't do anything.
I hate being the bad guy, but everyone believes I am. Even my stupid friends. They believe her more than me.
I hate her. She's so screwed up. She needs anger management. She needs a stress ball.
I need to leave. But I don't have anywhere to go.
I already tried killing myself, but it didn't work. The stress is killing me. The stupid school counselors say I'm overreacting. They say I should be nicer and just be positive. I hate my life.
I don't have anywhere to go. I can't go to my dad because everyone will think I'm a bad person, and I can't kill myself because I don't have a good reason.
I'm scared to be on the streets. People could do bad things to me.
What do I do? I'm so done with life.

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Re: Too Young to Leave?

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