emotional abuse... wanting to leave

[brii_davis]

at home, everything is wrong. my mom treats me like I'm a slave. its not my brother or sister... its just me.
sometimes i think its because I'm the oldest. but i don't think its fair I'm isolated from all my friends. unlike most kids, i want to go to school everyday just to escape home.
i can't go out with friends, i have no phone or iPod, i have to stay inside at all times... i went through a big stage of depression a few years ago & i never knew why. i think I'm starting to figure it out. i was self destructing, getting into drugs, and down spiraling. after getting some help, i was okay for a little while but eventually it caught on & my mom quit my therapy so i no longer have anyone to talk to. she puts me down constantly, and laughs at me. especially when i ask to go see friends she will laugh in my face and tell me no.
i haven't had a sleepover since i was 14 either.
maybe this is all reasonable, but to me... she just brings me down & hurts my self esteem. i can no longer keep a relationship because of her as well.
i don't want to be home anymore. I'm willing to do anything to get out of here. I'm 15. there isn't much i can do at that age, but i am turning 16 in 2 months.
if anything were to happen, i have 4 different places i can stay until I'm 18. i could choose either one. i have a job, and getting another one soon. training for my second job starts in a few weeks.
my credits for school are on track, and i have no record.

someone help me, give me advice.
id do anything to get out of here.

[ccsmod3]

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