Help me

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I want to run away. My mom clearly hates me. She never talks to me unless she wants me to do something for her. For the past month my life has been going down hill. No one in my house tries to help me they all yell at me. My mom hits me with a hanger or her hand and my other sisters fight with me and also hit me. I feel like i was a mistake. i just want to die i've even tried to cut myself. People a school are talking about me and i really don't care but it makes me feel like garbage. If no one helps me i might kill myself. I'm always put down and never happy. something needs to change. i have bruises and marks on me. I never tell anyone cause i know they don't care about me. Why was i born? I wish i would have died in her stomach so i wouldn't have to deal with this. I want to stay with my mom but i just don't know what to do. I just don't know how to explain it. I really really need help.

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Re: Help me

Hey,

We're glad you reached out to us. It must have been difficult to write about this stuff and we thank you for sharing. You should know that we care about and we want to help explore options with you. This is a good start.

It's gotta be hard dealing with all this stuff at home. It sounds like people at home nor at school are supportive. Is there anyone in your life that is good to you? Someone supportive and trustworthy? Does this person know what you're going through and have they tried to help? Sometimes finding good people around us (we might have to look) is a way to find options for some of the things we go through. And if you feel suicidal and like cutting, what do you do when you don't want to do that? If you're feeling those things again, please contact us or the National Suicide Hotline at 1800-273-TALK (8255).

We'd also like to continue to advocate for you. Would you ever be willing to call us to talk about your situation some more? If we can learn a little more about you and you can answer some of our questions, we may be able to find out what options and resources are available to you. We're an anonymous and confidential hotline. We can be reached 24/7 at 1800-RUNAWAY (786-2929).

We're here to listen, here to help.
-NRS