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    I am not happy with any part of my life. I have no idea what to do and I feel liked I'm losing control of myself. I don't like going to school or staying at home. Ever since I was little I've dealt with abuse. Whenever I call out anybody out on this I keep getting told I'll be left out on the streets if I tell anyone. But I feel like I should tell somebody. Tell them it's not right for me to get treated like this. But nobody cares and I always get blamed for everything even though I didn't ask for any of this. I'm becoming increasingly depressed, suicidal, and emotionally unstable. This is the result of living with a dysfunctional family i wish I wasn't a part of. i wish i was never born into a life like this where all i do is nothing but cry until my eyes hurt. I want to tell somebody these problems because a lot of messed up things are happening and i have two siblings who may end up in a worse state than me. Is it really okay to treat somebody in way to make feel worthless and want to kill themselves? is it really okay for even somebody's parents to do that? I'll always get told everything is my fault but I don't know what to do.

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    Thank you for reaching out to the National Runaway Safeline for help and for sharing your story. It takes a lot of bravery and strength to ask for help. It sounds like you have been through so much, and that you are struggling with feeling worthless, depressed, and suicidal. That must be so painful, and we are glad that you had the strength to reach out for help. If you need help right now, please call us at 1-800-RUNAWAY (786-2929) or call the National Suicide Hotline at 1-800-273-TALK (8255) for support 24/7.

    You mentioned that you have been abused. No one deserves to be abused or treated badly in their home. It sounds like you are thinking about making an abuse report. If are being abused, you have the right to file an abuse report. We can help you file a report if you decide that is what you want to do. It sounds like you are being threatened with being kicked out if you file a report. If this is a concern of yours, we can help you find somewhere to stay and come up with a plan for what to do next. You have a right to feel safe and secure in your home. It takes a lot of bravery to make a report, and if that is what you want to do, we can help you. We are here to listen and support you in any way that we can. We are glad that you reached out to us, because we know that you have the strength to live through this. It is not okay that your family’s abuse has made you feel worthless and suicidal. Being abused is never your fault. It sounds like you are feeling very desperate right now, but we are here to help you find the resources and support that you need. Please give us a call or chat. We are looking forward to hearing from you.

    Best of luck,

    Please remember you can reach us directly by calling our 24 hour hotline, 1-800-RUNAWAY (786-2929) or through our Live Chat.

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