HELP! please...

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Hi and thanks for joining us on this thread. It sounds like you, too, are experiencing difficult things at home and that you don’t feel as though you are being treated well. It can be hard to see others in what seem like healthy relationships with parents when you wish you had that for yourself as well. One thing you mentioned is that you got into a fight and your mom hit you. No adult ever has the right to physically harm you. Have you ever told anyone about what is happening? If you want to talk to a teacher, counselor or us at NRS, you can learn more about what it means to file an abuse report if you are interested. The phone number for the Florida Child Abuse Reporting Hotline is 1-800-963-2873.

You also stated that you have had many suicidal thoughts. Because we are completely confidential and anonymous, we don’t have the ability to trace or locate anyone who may be at risk of harm to themselves or others. If you are feeling suicidal, you can always call 911 or you can call the National Suicide Hotline at 1-800-273-TALK for additional support. We hope that you will consider calling with us at 1-800-RUNAWAY (24 hours a day) or chatting with us from 4:30-11:30pm CST about your situation so that we can connect you with any additional resources you may need. Best wishes,

-NRS

I live in Florida and i'm going through the same thing.I feel like my mom hates me i come home from school and everyday she fights with me screaming calling me all kinds of names and saying i'm always wrong shes always right.I try not to say i hate my family or my mom because god has blessed me so much.But i can't take it i'm supposed to be enjoying my teenage life and feeling bubbly all the time . Sometimes i do give her a hard time but thats every teenage girl right? I go to my friends house every weekend because i'd rather be with my bestfriend and her mom then my own.Everytime i go over someones house there relationship is so amazing with their parents and i get choked up because i know it will never be like that with my mom ever and we have been through so much.We got into the biggest fight she hit me and slapped me and said she hated me. I remember it like it was yesterday . We got into a big fight last night because her boyfriend we were at dinner and he said "i remember veronica telling me the story about one of her ex who saw a bug and threw his shoe and ran". I was curious of which boyfriend and my mom has only had my dad and a guy named Alex and my mom and dad got a divorce when i was four . So i knew it must of been alex.So i said who was it alex and she kept giving me dirty looks so i called her out and said why are you getting mad and my moms boyfriend got upset and thought my mom was hiding something so they got into a huge fight because of me . Today she didn't talk to me until i asked her for money for a school project.I know she hates me i ruined a perfectly good relationship. I've had so many suicidal thoughts and tried it once but i'm trying to keep my word to god because i love him so dearly i try to remind myself everyday it will get better but it hasn't . I don't know what to do anymore.

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Thanks for reaching out to the National Runaway Safeline. From what you are saying it seems like things are really tough for you right now and you must be very strong to continue living with people that make you feel so, “hated.” You’ve mentioned that you want to runaway. Have you ever left home before? It seems like there is a particular series of events that have affected you most recently. Have you thought about what might be able to change at home that would help you feel more comfortable staying? If you did decide to leave, one website that can be helpful is nationalsafeplace.org. They are a resource to safe and accessible shelters for youth in many areas of the country.

You sound very motivated and driven and like you care very much about helping others. It sounds like you are really looking for support to get through the difficult times so that you can press on toward other goals. Is there anyone that you feel supports you right now? We are certainly here for you and want to connect you with the help that you are seeking. If you want to call us at 1-800-RUNAWAY (24 hours a day) or chat with us from 4:30-11:30pm CST, you can talk confidentially and anonymously about your situation and we can discuss other options that might be available to you. We’re glad that you contacted us and hope to hear from you soon,

-NRS

I've been depressed for over a year now and some days are better than others. I'm your average teen, loving life until I get home that is. I'm HATED. Everyone acts like I just came from jail and should run away from me. I think I'm really nice and a lively person. I love helping people and even help kids at school whenever they ask me. I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm so tired of living.. Everyday is the same, everything is the same. I hoped for change when my mom found out about my secrets and started to be nicer to me. But, after a day, she stabbed me back in the heart. She treats me like I'm crazy instead of helping me. I want to run away from these people and meet better people. I never want to come back. I've already tried helping to make the situation better. I want to change. But I can't with these people. I'm becoming someone I don't know living with them. I can feel it in my bones that I NEED to leave this place. Of course, nothing VERY terrible has happened to me, thank god. But, I don't want to be depressed anymore. I want to leave and reach my full potential. Someone, please help me. I'm so broken. I need love, I'm sincerely asking for help. I don't want to be forgotten more than I already am. I want to show people who I really am. I need that chance. I NEED a new family, I can't do this with them anymore. No matter if someone tells me I can with them, I truly truly truly can't. I MEAN IT. please help me...