lemme tell you a lil bit about me... im a girl who turned 13 last month. my dad got out of prison recently and ive been staying (not living) with him to avoid my mom.
we lived on the streets before, then in a building with no power/gas/water, then stayed with these random people, you know, we were very poor. we still are poor but at least we have a roof above our heads now and im really thankful for that... but anyway, she was so nice to me! we didn't spend time together that much, but when we did, she was sooo nice and happy to me! our relationship used to be so wonderful..
well, my stepdad is abusive and my mom is fed up with him so she sent him back to lasvegas to "get his head straight and he'll come back in a few months". i miss him so much. but he's not gonna come back because shes been cheating on him for about a year (thats when she started being really mean) and he doesn't know and she's gonna stall him coming back for a long time... every since a year, she's been starving herself to get skinny for this FREAKING JERK who only likes skinny girls, she's been acting like a... and that makes me feel horrible to say that about my own mom but its true... she's been verbally abusing me and my brother and sometimes she'll even slap us.. slapping part don't bother me it's just her saying really mean things... every time i go home she screams at me and says i need to lose weight (i'm 93 pounds btw, how much more skinnier can i get??!!?)..
well i'm fed up with it, every time i make her food & try to get her to eat she screams at me and calls me overweight, and i'm lazy, and i'm too shy around the boys.. i can't take it anymore!!!!!!!!!! so i'm going to run away, my friend says she'll run away with me and she knows who we can stay with in because a lot of her friends live there. but, i know this is stupid and i dont want to do it. i dont know what to do. i feel like killing myself or running away. please help me....
PS ive tried going to therapy but my mom says no because i'll "complain about her"
we lived on the streets before, then in a building with no power/gas/water, then stayed with these random people, you know, we were very poor. we still are poor but at least we have a roof above our heads now and im really thankful for that... but anyway, she was so nice to me! we didn't spend time together that much, but when we did, she was sooo nice and happy to me! our relationship used to be so wonderful..
well, my stepdad is abusive and my mom is fed up with him so she sent him back to lasvegas to "get his head straight and he'll come back in a few months". i miss him so much. but he's not gonna come back because shes been cheating on him for about a year (thats when she started being really mean) and he doesn't know and she's gonna stall him coming back for a long time... every since a year, she's been starving herself to get skinny for this FREAKING JERK who only likes skinny girls, she's been acting like a... and that makes me feel horrible to say that about my own mom but its true... she's been verbally abusing me and my brother and sometimes she'll even slap us.. slapping part don't bother me it's just her saying really mean things... every time i go home she screams at me and says i need to lose weight (i'm 93 pounds btw, how much more skinnier can i get??!!?)..
well i'm fed up with it, every time i make her food & try to get her to eat she screams at me and calls me overweight, and i'm lazy, and i'm too shy around the boys.. i can't take it anymore!!!!!!!!!! so i'm going to run away, my friend says she'll run away with me and she knows who we can stay with in because a lot of her friends live there. but, i know this is stupid and i dont want to do it. i dont know what to do. i feel like killing myself or running away. please help me....
PS ive tried going to therapy but my mom says no because i'll "complain about her"
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