Here's my deal.
I honestly would like to keep running away as a last resort. To me, it seems cheap, irresponsible, and ridiculous. However, if I have to, I will leave.
My family situation is like this: My parents have been divorced for a year. I was told by my mother(my main custodial guardian) that the court would ask us(My brother and I) about which parent we wanted to live with. However, as the meeting came around and the decisions were made, not once was I ever asked in front of any kind of legal court about who I wanted to live with.
Now, as a year has passed, I have come to understand a lot about my situation. I am depressed and suicidal, and living in my mother's care has only made this worse. I'm not sure living in my father's care will be much better though. I honestly wish my mother would take the time to pay attention to my brother and I. I wish she would realize I'm not "fine". Is it terribly wrong for me to hope that by running away, my mother will pay attention? I want to be viewed as a responsible person, and I know this will make me look like a child if I do, but at the same time, if I don't take any actions, I'll live this way until I kill myself. Please, advice?
I honestly would like to keep running away as a last resort. To me, it seems cheap, irresponsible, and ridiculous. However, if I have to, I will leave.
My family situation is like this: My parents have been divorced for a year. I was told by my mother(my main custodial guardian) that the court would ask us(My brother and I) about which parent we wanted to live with. However, as the meeting came around and the decisions were made, not once was I ever asked in front of any kind of legal court about who I wanted to live with.
Now, as a year has passed, I have come to understand a lot about my situation. I am depressed and suicidal, and living in my mother's care has only made this worse. I'm not sure living in my father's care will be much better though. I honestly wish my mother would take the time to pay attention to my brother and I. I wish she would realize I'm not "fine". Is it terribly wrong for me to hope that by running away, my mother will pay attention? I want to be viewed as a responsible person, and I know this will make me look like a child if I do, but at the same time, if I don't take any actions, I'll live this way until I kill myself. Please, advice?
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