I have a safer place to go.. and every ones agreed.

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Over the past week things have started to look up as my mum tryed to get custidy of me after a bit of a mental break down last friday. I couldn't say everything that has been going on at my dads house for a lack of proofe, although I'm sure "I think my dad melested me when I was little" would have given the courts a better reason to side with her. But I couldn't do that because my being doped up sense then has probebly inpared my judgment and I'm in fear of being wrong... but more fear of being correct in all honesty. I have been cutting and when taking me to counselers I behaved as if it was all a joke and didn't bother with it much because I figyerd I could choose because I'm almost 15 and your allowed to choose. i didn't know my mom had gotten the wrong kind of hearing and it's been orderd that I must go back home sunday night. Bad idea on the courts side giving me time to put a plan into action. I've been invited by my kinda boy friends mom to go live with them intil this could be sorted out. My mom said she wouldn't blame me if she woke up one morning and I wassent there. So as of tomarrow night I guess I'm a run away... I could call scoicle(sp?) services, but there is no recient accounts of abuse other then undocumented death threats and locking my in my room for houses at a time wich i don't know is abuse or not. maybe i should call any way I must have been around 2 - 8 when my dad might have melested me and I have a sister thats 3, could they even prove that? Wow I wrote a lot.

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RE: I have a safer place to go.. and every ones agreed.

Thanks for contacting the National Runaway Switchboard. It sounds like some huge decisions have been at question lately. It sounds like you are living with your father but would prefer for your mother to have custody and live with her. It seems that you are questioning whether your father molested you as a child. What would cause you to have this type of question? Have this topic ever been discussed with anyone else?

It seems like you have been through a lot. You do have the option of contacting social services. You can provide them with the information you have and they will ultimately decide on whether your accounts of things constitute as abuse or not. There is a national child abuse hotline, Child Help USA, you can contact at 1-800-422-4453. You can always give us a call at 1-800-RUNAWAY (786-2929) to discuss things in more depth. Our hotline is available 24 hours 7 days. Our hotline is also confidential and anonymous. We look forward to hearing from you. We may be able to explore additional options, such as safe housing alternatives, as well as locating available resources nearest to you.

Remember if you ever feel your immediate safety is at risk, you can dial 9-11.

We wish you the best of luck!
~NRS