I've been thinking of leaving for a year. I dont want to be home anymore. My mom tried to kill herself last year, and i cant find anyone to talk to. Well i did around January but the person has left around February 1st.
My mom she doesnt understand things arent fine, I dont go to school anymore, and she doesnt know.
And i want to go back its just that I started back when she tried to kill herself, and when i did go back i found out i wouldnt graduate this year. I cant face that. I just want to go some place and leave. I dont consider suicide an option, i still think someone/someplace out there that i belong too. I just want to leave these problems behind, she wont talk to me about anything anymore, she just cries here, she wont tell me why she tried, why she would leave me alone. Im alone i dont talk to anyone, i mean i have friends, but i cant just throw out into conversation, that "i hate everything around me since the day my mom tried to kill herself".
I dont know what to do anymore...
My mom she doesnt understand things arent fine, I dont go to school anymore, and she doesnt know.
And i want to go back its just that I started back when she tried to kill herself, and when i did go back i found out i wouldnt graduate this year. I cant face that. I just want to go some place and leave. I dont consider suicide an option, i still think someone/someplace out there that i belong too. I just want to leave these problems behind, she wont talk to me about anything anymore, she just cries here, she wont tell me why she tried, why she would leave me alone. Im alone i dont talk to anyone, i mean i have friends, but i cant just throw out into conversation, that "i hate everything around me since the day my mom tried to kill herself".
I dont know what to do anymore...
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